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I had kind of a crap day yesterday… got depressed… woke up with still a rather heavy heart… H asked what was wrong… nothing specific i could put my finger on… just the sort of depression that is the negative sum of all the little and big things that get to you… might get to anyone… -2-2-2-7,635 = fuck me…

I cast around this morning, looking for relief… some way forward that would make the heaviness go away… i asked myself the question, how can i enjoy the day just because it is here and i am here?… and then i let go… i let the morning take me where it would and lo and behold…

It appears that just asking the question was the right place to start… what followed was a pleasant series of reminders that the world was still capable of being beautiful, even if we are in it…